When Lance was diagnosed, I spent a few weeks in the Hospital Diabetes Clinic.
I kept hearing whispers of ”Glucagon this, Glucagon that.” I asked a parent sitting next to me what it was.
She said, totally deadpan, “It brings ‘em back when they are too screwed up to eat, or unconscious or nearly dead.”
“Oh right. Hmm. Thanks.” (Shudder.)
I decided to approach the diabetes educator about it.
“Oh honey, you don’t need to worry about that yet. Concentrate on what you really need to know for now, ok?” She seemed convincing, but those words just kept reverberating through my head.
“Oh, it brings ‘em back…”
I asked another Dad what he knew about it. I couldn’t believe the educator didn’t want me to know about it. I wanted to know everything.
He told me to follow him. We sat at a table together and he grabbed an orange. He took a bright orange rectangular box out of a drawer, and told me how glucagon was a hormone in the body, and how an injecction would stimulate the stores kept in the liver to be released, and increase blood sugar within 1o minutes or so.He told me how much I need to inject into a child of Lance’s body weight. I got the right amount and pierced the orange, imagining it was Lance’s thigh.
I got an appointment with my GP and asked more questions. The Dad at the clinic had given me a great head start. I didn’t know that I needed to get a glucagon kit on a script, so I promptly asked for one. We went through the instuctions step by step. He assured me that it was designed for emergency use, and that there was no assembling or stress in preparing the injection. He suggested that I carry it with me at ALL times. Especially with a child Lance’s age, nobody, not even he knew what was happening in his body.
I began carrying the kit everywhere I went, and hoped that I would never have to use it in public. I felt my heart in my throat at the thought of how I would be all fingers-and-thumbs the first time.
A few months past, and I was still carrying the orange box around with me, sleeping with it under my mattress, slipping it in Lance’s nappy bag.
Shortly after my birthday in February, I found out that my brother had terminal and aggressive stomach cancer. He was 43 years old, and we basically had to spend as much time with him as possible, as we were told that he could go at any day. It was so difficult to spend time with him knowing that it could be his last day on Earth, and then swallow back tears and remain calm for my baby. He was well and truly used to fingerpricks by now, and I was noticing that he was slowly stabilizing and his readings after meals were falling to lower numbers. I guessed that the remaining few beta cells were fizzling.
On the cold and foggy morning of my brother’s funeral, I asked Lance’s Dad, Scott, to take Lance away to a cafe and a nearby park. I didn’t want him to see his family upset and crying. My family decided on a Requiem Mass for my brother, which lasted for an hour. There was then a 30 minute drive to the cemetary and the priest concluded his procedings at the graveside.
Scott grabbed my attention and called me over to a nearby garden. I excused myself, and he told me that Lance was fretting for me, and that his BSL was 9,9mmol/L fivc minutes prior. As soon as Lance saw me, he leapt out of his father’s arms and snuggled into my jacket and grabbed his comfort strand of my hair. I stood away from the end of the ceremony, and had my own private words with my brother. I was all cried out, so I was happy to have to have my baby with me.
People started to walk away from the seating and surrounded me with their condolences and love. Lance was looking around wide eyed at all of the people that he didn’t know. Occasionally, he would catch a glimpse of my parents, or my nieces or nephews, and point, and call out to them. One of my cousins came up to me and gave me a huge hug. Lance was shy and put his head on my shoulder. I spoke to my cousin for about 5 minutes, he was in shock at how quickly the disease had ravaged my brother’s body and he reminisced fondly about him as a younger man.
“Aww…your little man’s asleep..he’s so cute.” my cousin cooed.
I was shocked. Lance wasn’t due for a nap..I took a peak at his face. He seemed unusually heavy.
His lips were blue and his face was almost translucent. I tried to yell for help but no words would come out. I raced him over to our car and laid him on the back seat. He had dropped to 1.8mmol/L in 30 minutes and was unconscious.
People started reaching for their mobile phones to call an ambulance. I announced that I had an injection that should get his level up. I had half of the vial implanted in his leg within 30 seconds. Screams roared from somewhere deep within me. Of all days, of all times, how could this happen now? Lance started to cry and thrash about. I told everyone that I thought he would be alright now. Two minutes after that he wailed and grabbed his thigh, tears spilling down his pale little face, sobbing uncontrollably. I had to leave my brother without saying goodbye or leaving him my tokens and rushed to the hospital to get him looked over.
His BSL was now 11.1mmol/L. He looked wide-eyed around the car, giving me huge grins and chuckles. I couldn’t believe that I was at my brother’s funeral, and my son’s life was in danger for approximately 10 minutes. A double tragedy was prevented that day.
Glucagon. I would NEVER be without it ever again.
In this photo is a video supplied by Novo Nordisk about how glucagon works, when and how to use it. It is slightly confronting regarding the acted out hypo, but it shows exactly how a hypo can happen, and how blood sugar can drop within minutes to the stage where the person with Diabetes is unconscious.
Lance used to go through approximately 2 glucagon injections a week when he was small. I now have some that are out-of-date, because his control is tight and he is able to help me a lot regarding how he is feeling. We can usually stop a severe hypo with glucose drinks and tablets now, and without the ambulance hearing over their two-way radio that there was a diabetic emergency, and guessing that it would have to Lance.

Diabetes that is well controlled can let you live life with just a few hitches here and there. Some people with diabetes aren’t so lucky, There is no such thing as one person with diabetes being “worse” than the other; it’s just some people need extra or less food, or extra or less insulin or have faster metabolisms. It’s all a huge balancing act. We have spoken to people who have never used a glucagon kit, some who don’t even know what one is, and even worse, some who have a script for one, but have been told not to “bother” getting it filled. Lance’s glucagon kit takes precedence over my wallet, my keys, my mobile phone-everything.
Lance can have a hypo within minutes, or drop 10 mmol/Ls in 30 minutes.This is highly stressful and disturbing; thankfully, most times he has no idea that it has occurred. Without glucagon, this project may not exist. This easily available injection has saved my son’s life on numerous occasions. I hope to make more newly diagnosed people aware that this kit is a must have item in their house, work, gym bags or belongings. Diabetes-you just never know….
Insulin is not a cure.